I’m feeling intimidated by myself. I’ve set high expectations for writing this blog and it may come back to bite me in the butt. I’ve never been a journal writer, since I like to keep most of my ideas, inspirations in my head. Or maybe I’m just lazy. Unfortunately, parenthood came with a bunch of confusion and distraction, and I’m having a hard time keeping my thoughts straight, let alone remembering anything. It’s amazing that I can remember to brush my teeth in the morning. Um, yeah…
I’ve become what I like to call a lister. I am constantly writing down lists. Chores lists, grocery lists, things to do today lists, things to do this week lists, things that I forgot to do last week to do this week lists. Did I mention, the things if forgot to put on the things to do last week to do do this week list???
So I need to remind myself that I can, and that I do accomplish things. Things that I think at times are pretty spectacular. And maybe I’ll reclaim what left of my brain back from the sidelines.
Here’s to the start!